Okay.  So I changed my mind, for those of you who read the post here before.
There is rationality behind my mad ambivalence and irrationality.  I just do not wish to speak about it, is all :)  I am embarrassed by it.  I feel like a goddamn fool.
I do not mean to be obtuse.  I despise obtuseness as a way of mystery-creating.  But still, this is as much of an answer as I am prepared to give.
Ambivalence is the strangest of beasts.  Holding two opposites in your body at the same time is disbombobulating.  I suppose I should stay then, in that case :)




 
 
every woman has the right to change her mind :)
ReplyDeleteThank you, Kel :) She does have the right, doesn't she. Especially when she realises that what she is doing is cutting off her nose to spite her face. I am not used to having such attacks of rage. I blame Maggie :)
ReplyDeleteYou had me right scared there for a minute, woman. Very glad you changed your mind. And, no, you don't have to explain.
ReplyDeleteWhew! Thank Heaven for that. I may not comment as often as I should, but ye cats, I'd miss you, girl!
ReplyDeleteThanks, guys, but I was planning on moving somewhere else - and of course I would have taken you with me :) Which I may still do :)
ReplyDeleteYe cats - haha Mike :)
ReplyDeleteWhew! That's a relief. :D
ReplyDeleteHa! I didn't know what your previous post said until I went back to Google Reader. I'm also relieved.
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