When I grow up ...

Friday 21 December 2007

... I wanna be a revolutionary ;)

Watching: The Motorcycle Diaries

Things to do instead of reading:
  • Cook more
  • Do the dishes
  • Stare into void. Marvel at how horrifying it is even with God in attendance. Marvel not that alcoholics and drug addicts exist but wonder at how everyone isn't one who does not have God.
  • Sew button on my pants been meaning to do for months
  • Stare at clouds and make shapes
  • Be bored shitless
  • Cry
  • Wail
  • Lament
  • Walk in lunchbreak around city. Chat to guy selling Big Issue. play with his dog. Buy copy of Big Issue can't read till Sunday. Chat to young idealistic people selling stuff for something called the Larouche Youth Movement. Marvel at idealistic young people. Buy some literature off them can't read till Sunday.
  • Listen to music
  • Lie in bed even and listen to music - nice!!
  • Light candles, sit at writing desk, write in journal
  • Pray dangerous prayers: "Papa, do what you want with me."
  • Marvel at how empty my life is. Think that this is normal when you have lost your life from years of sickness and still haven't quite managed to regain it yet in the way that you always dreamt about when you were still sick. Think about ways to get back into life. Know that life shall be full again. Wish it was full now.
  • Anticipate how I am going to read for an hour straight on Sunday :)

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