I dunno. Maybe this blog is due to be put on its shelf. It is feeling tired and stale around here. I have writer's block when it comes to finding things to blog about. When I read back on posts of previous years, there is some semblance of life in what I am blogging about. These days, I can't seem to find a thing to blog about that is not complaining or griping. And who wants to read about that, right?
Maybe I'm just having end of university year writing doldrums. I haven't been doing much non-academic writing this semester. Two non-writing-related subjects plus all these health issues have added up for me to a real struggle to keep up, and a real lack of real writing time.
Maybe I'm just feeling the lack of that, and everything will come rolling back in again once uni ends and I have more time to be creative again. But right now, I feel like creatively all dried up and crusty, and that is reflected in my blog, and though it is a therapeutic feeling writing on here and getting out my feelings, it's a bit difficult when suddenly that is all you seem to be doing on your blog.
I miss the cameraderie of days-gone-by blogging. I miss God, whatever or whoever they may be. I feel a bit sad about that.
Do any of you practice meditation on a regular basis? I used to, and used to not be able to imagine ever not doing it. But ever since my adrenal fatigue hit last year, it's like I've been thrown into limbic land and I can't seem to readily and easily find my way back into a regular meditation. Which is crazy, right, because it makes all the difference, and I miss it. But the days keep going by, and I keep realising that again I haven't done any meditation, haven't done any yoga, and I can't work out why!!!!