My goodness, I am so goddamn sick of the boring old crap that goes on in my head! Agh! I reckon it would be cool if we could all headswap. I would wear your head for a week, and have the time to get sick of listening to the same boring old crap that swims around inside yours. Wouldn't that be cool? Then I would understand you better, having crawled inside your head for a week, and would have had a break from my own. I think I need to build a dollhouse or seven.
(One of today's Gremlins: "You are such a smartarse, know-it-all, mouthy bitch. Shut the fuck up.")
I concur with the first part of that statement at times, nevertheless decline the suggestion, safer option though it be.
Sigh. I am going gardening today. Clearing away the crappy old pine bark that the previous occupant before my current landlord laid down. Stuff that leaches the soil, according to the good people of the CERES nursery, where I spent 40 bucks to buy lettuce, kale, parsley, tomatoes, compost and lucerne mulch. Which I shall plant sometime today, unless I die suddenly of an undiagnosed brain aneurism, or a giant truck ploughs through my house killing me instantly.
But if that doesn't happen, I am going to garden, inbetween catching a movie about a man who grows younger instead of older. To dig some of my frustration into the soil. To feel the satisfaction of doing something I've been intending to do for over a year. To get out of my goddamn head before I go insane!!!
(In other news, my brother came here yesterday for a couple of hours, then disappeared back into the bush again after he had driven out to his self-storage place to find out they were closed until a few days into January. So I didn't need to impose my one night only rule because he wasn't even here for one night only. And I feel very guilty about being happy about that, but that doesn't change the fact that I am. Happy, I mean. Oh, and guilty too. But you know :)
Blah blah bloody blah. I'm so bored right now with my stupid little inconsequential life.
See what happens when I don't meditate for two days?
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I'm in for the head swap thing!! Yeah - what a neat idea ....
ReplyDeletegardening sounds like a great idea as well ... pine yeah, get rid of that!!! It would be a good thing to spend some time with you in your garden ... a good place to talk and solve the world's problems (as well as my own!!).
Well, it's small and it's pretty bare, but it is my little retreat from the world out there.
ReplyDeleteDrop in, if you're in the area ;)